I don’t know

I don’t know,

I am crying for you, or

your absence in my life.

I am crying for my love, or

a betrayal I faced in the name of it.

I am crying for those moments together, or

’cause I realized they were fake.

I am crying for what I’ll miss, or

the worst thing that has just passed away.

I am crying for the fake smile I now have to bear, or

the pure smile that I had when I was with you.

I am crying for the fact that I’ll never listen to your voice again, or

the fake promises that I have heard from you.

I don’t know,

I am crying for you, or

a person that you never were.

-Kusum